Sunday, December 6, 2009

Days without Kee(3)...(16th November 2009)

When I was driving back from her house, I kept thinking what went wrong...
No matter what, I can only think of one reason..which is my immaturity in behaving..
Friends have consulted me and gave advice...varies advice...none...I SAY NONE is worth listening!
Guys don't be offended ok? I'm different and please forgive me.

I tried everything I could, but none gave any progress...
Then I recalled a phrase..:"Thoughts inflicts by emotion but not heart. Listening to the heart will show you what is hidden."

I'm listening to my heart and it says keep on GOING!
Yes, I took it for granted but if I let it go, my heart will fail on me...and he will not cooperate with me anymore.
I will not smile anymore...not a true one...
A fake smile, a fake smile...will always be categories as a lier...
And it hurts for me to smile in front of my family and friends...
Even now...trying to look at the mirror and smile...
Tears just spurs and roll down my cheek, wet my shirt and keep on repeating...

What says you?

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