Couldn't sleep well with the extreme shock I've received...
Woke up 6 in the morning and wall gazed ...
Days have been very dull since then...life have messed up...lost of direction...
As she has been my light...and I still want her to be...
Couldn't forgive myself for the act I've done back then but something came to my mind...
There ain't a cab as comfy as this one!
Tried to filled every wrong doing with solution....
Tried to convince her back!
And I will keep trying and won't give up like back then...
People choose to give up cause this is the most crucial period of a relationship...
My friend asked me to move on but I insisted to stay as this option is the path for a greener future.
Who knows what will happen? I gonna love her more after this is done and that's for sure!
Couldn't try to implant positive thoughts into hers as hers is filled negatively...
Yes, I'm upset but this must not happen anymore!
I must change! I cannot afford to stay like a small kid whining over love not return immediately, goes emotional over answers answered differently from what I expected!
If I couldn't even change this, can I even keep a relationship?
I keep question myself...
I guess not! Don't cry over spilled milk.
That's is what people usually says.
I don't cry over spill milk but retrieve back using a cloth and put it back into a cup?
It's true that the milk won't taste as good as it is anymore but still the milk is there, through filtering out the dirt and add more new ones, the milk will change from dirty to a clean milk.
Yes, there's more work to it but if I don't try, I will regret for life....
As I said, I will make up for my wrong doings!
So don't give up on this relationship also!
Much love <3
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